Here I AM

I haven't been posting enough...and I am ashamed:( Just another reason to feel less competant, and to belittle myself for NOT doing something that I SHOULD be doing...
It's easy for a perfectionist to fall into that mind set. I have to "be all" "do all", and "have all". Some weeks I deal with this issue better than others. This week is "easy breezy". I don't know how or why I have come upon this mindset, but I am glad for it! I do not care that the family's laundry is about to carry us away, or that I have so much to clean, and soo little time. Instead, I have crawled back into bed after taking my son to school, and watched TV, or gone back to sleep.....I know...! What could possibly keep a MOM from cleaning, scrubbing, wipeing, dusting, laundering, vacuuming, spritzing, and fluffing!Well, I can not take it anymore (for this week). I have had ENOUGH. But even the harshness of my tone is not true this week...it is just acted out, because I know that it is just....I (for this week) do not care! I will do what I can/want to do, or not. I will say what I will, and if it all works out for the better/or worse...so be it. You would think that I am taking some sort of pill, say Prozac....but no. It's just my moods. I wonder what next week will bring? My poor husband and son....they never know what personality will show up to the party....Good for them for hanging on to see what's around the bend. Thank God Men are adventurists!