It's the little things...

Today is a good day....Nothing exceptional has happened. I didn't win the lottery, the sun isn't shinning, the elves didn't clean my house while I slept:) But never-the-less I am happy. Why? Because, I didn't wake up to the alarm clock's incessant buzzing. I didn't have to cook breakfast for everyone. I didn't even have to get out of my PJs. Today is one of my days off from my J.O.B, and I am just enjoying being with my family. It's the little things that truely make me happy....

All work and no play.....

Well, I have not worked my business, Scentsy, in the past couple of weeks. I just haven't had the time, and/or, the energy. I am realizing though that it's all good....it's ok. I also realize that I like working my business, and I guess that I am resentful of ALL of the OTHER things that I have to do, that don't involve my business. I am resentful that I don't have more ME time...even if that ME time is work. It's working on ME, making my life more fulfilling by; Setting and reaching goals, socializing with other women, building a successful team and helping them realize their goals.
I guess that is a comman complaint of all mothers. Not having enough ME time. But we do all the things for our family that we do, because we love them. And having a happy, healthy, loving family is what we all want. We wouldn't give it up for all the riches in the world. It's just part of being a good woman;)

Why does it sometimes feel like it's me against the world?

I am tired...tired of fighting. I feel like everything is a "fight" to get through. I have to fight to get the kids ready and out the door, on time, in the morning. I have to fight to get through the tedious, boring, irritating, atmosphere of my J.O.B.
I have to fight with my husband about who is doing, or hasn't done, what. I feel as if I am spinning my wheels trying to get anyone to listen to my business posts. I am on facebook, and I am amazed that my family and friends will "like" groups so stupid as "I like beer" but cannot bother to "like" or comment on intelegent posts that I make about my new business. This blog may sound as if I have given up, but that is not the case. I am not a whinner; I am a fighter. So I will continue on and keep fighting for a better tomorrow.